EDIT 2-28-07: Completely disregard this post! It's all BULL SHIT! :D
Well, in the past month, a lot of things have happened. I found out a lot of things I didn't know, I had a new hope created, an old hope restored, and my life is really starting to look up.
I was online not too long ago in a chat room and some chick just sends me an IM. Well, somehow in the conversation, she mentioned her "rich friend" who was starting a business. I asked her if he needed a Web developer. Well, some information was exchanged and some other stuff said and, viola, I wound up landing one hell of a job opportunity creating a Web site for a guy, creating the infrastructure running his business, and designing and overseeing the construction of the building itself.
That's that "new hope" I was refering to, not the Star Wars movie. That "old hope" I refered to is my ex girlfriend of five years. A few months back when me and my other ex broke up, she was the first one there for me. She's helped me before in the past with other relationships. Well, recently she expressed to me her true feelings for me and how they never changed. She was forced into a situation she didn't want to be in, but had to live in it because of her parents and because of other factors. She pretty much came to the conclusion, however, that she can't have it anymore and -- sooner or later -- she's going to turn the tables and find a way to be with me. I can't wait; I've wished for nothing more ever since she and I split. The whole situation is complicated, so I'm not going into any further detail. I just hope it all works out the way I want it to.
Anyway, I'm going to go now. I need to write in this thing more often. It feels good when I do, although I know nobody reads it.